da mi er

hello and salam! i am back. yes i am back! but i am not sure if it is for real or yea... so here i am in the room still on bed. i am lazy to wake up. i know i need to get up so that rezeki datang. but then.. i am just too tired and lazy. cemana tah jua kan?

so.. life has been ok i guess! apart from those "i am fat and i need to lose weight before the trip" hahaha yea the trip.. been busy with the trip. banyak ahh kan di buat macam kalah kalah world trip ani bah.. meeting like every week. hahaha and every meeting mesti ada kan di ubah.. hahaha

and oh! i have a kitten. it is a domestic long hair kitten. pure white in colour. looks like a chincilla.. and his name is DAMIER. because.. he is white. and damier azur is white also. so yea.. he is a lil brat. ya inda mau tidur kalau bukan tampat nyaman like KATIL.. and kalau bising yang bangun and bising mengusut. and kalau ya kn kamih kah or oo di toilet inda buleh tinggal kan sorang mesti tunggu. like OMG. hahaha.. and i cant wait for achi to be back jua. so that he can play with damier. hehe

talking about achi.. HE WILL BE BACK! LIKE OMG!!! and i soooo cannot wait for him. missing him badly.

brb.. ada kan di buat.

p/s: its wae here.. pakai achi punya ac.. pasal malas mengubah

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the bedroom.

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1643pm

hi hello.. i know i should have continue my recent post last night.. but malas. hehehe

anyway.. here i am still on bed. belum bangun.. well tadi bangun sekajap jumpa mama di atas. when i say di atas. yes di atas. pasal mama di atas. and my room di bawah. so terpaksa keluar and then naik tangga then masuk balik. haha.. oh oh! i have a room sudah di bawah. well andg ada pulang the room. but then beru REFURBISHED hehe ill upload the pictures soon! hehehe it was great mengusai bilik ah.. banyak jua paluh yang keluar. patutnya masa july sudah bah ni di usai bilik ah. sama achi and the others tapinya sibuk pasal malam pesta muda mudi, which i am going to talk about it soon!

oh, drumah ada telipun and espeed sudah. finally. like what? lama banar dari taun dulu sudah kan buat tapi inda jua pandai kesampaian. so now on sudah. yatah pasal ada internet ani jua hmmmh... ONLINE SHOPPING ADDICT is back! ebay dan lain lain.

sepuluh minit lagi untuk bangunkan alai achi.. ya kan ke skulah nya ubah class nya.. kesian.. class yang dipilihnya atu tukar timetable.. ada on friday masa sembyg jumat.. payah jua tu. yatah kan di ubahnya. hopefully sempat and dapat. atas nama allah. hehehe dan izinnya jua. insyallah.

apa lagi ah? numbur telipun rumah ujung nya 769, my number awalnya 696 and ada lagi yang sbuting ani tangah2nya 96969 lalalalala :)

bah i got to go dulu..

p/s: this saturday ada raya rumah terbuka for ajk rimba muhibbah di kg rimba arah jalan kami.. tapi sadnya achi nada. hmmh~ inda apa lah. bah see you!


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u-p-d-a-t-e-s

hello and hi! it has been what? ages ago since me and achi mengupdate blog.. busy hantap bah kami.

anyway.. kami masatu safely landed ke brunei. on the 14th of july. seated at Jclass.. which means arah BUSINESS CLASS! omg! nyaman tidur kami atu all the way from london to brunei. sama si jihah lah jua. kami tiga duduk arah jclass. hahaha..

yatah.. "hadiah" kami tu duduk sana ah. when i say hadiah. ada ertinya tu. i dont think ill spill it here whatsup with hadiah. but then yea.. kami before that, kami ada macam ikut race lah. macam amazing race. hahaha lari sana sini. pack unpack pack unpack omg! hahaha mun diingati mati~ membagi kan pengsan!

and then sudah kami balik.. yuma picked me up sama zizat and azim. kesian azim keritanya accident condemn hantap lah. and achi balik ikut babah. and awal atu aku ke babah dulu.. kajut kan ia. yatah ya tekajut. oh! mama and babah inda tau aku balik! hahaha. yatah.. so babah tekajut lah pikirnya babah lupa aga. and then i warned him jgn gtau mama.

then off we go to jumpa mama. and not to forget.. it was HOT HUMID! panasss! banar brunei hahaha. and then katuk pintu. mama buka. she was surprised!u tkajut banar ya! heheh awww.. rindu mama banar2. selama ani chatting sama webcam saja. yatah.. then patang nya drg yuma bawa jalan makan tph, ambil achi dijerudung..

then yea.. kami nada kereta! haha.. pakai xtrail instead. hehe atok pinjamkan.

days after days.... kami jalan2 saja.. ke ripas apa.. becheck for h1n1.. both of us ok. tapi damam kami! hahaha. and then bhapa kami lagi ah? ohh! garage saleS!! di tasek. i cooked nasi lamak.. and jual baju kurung mam and pakaian babah. balik jua model nasi lamak atu. hehe and then malam nya ke manggis. tahlil and baca doa selamat untuk achi grad. hehe tapi kami ahir datang. hahaha

bersambung...


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back

insyallah blog ini akan active semula.

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saja saja

Salam! adakah jua org menjawab ni ah? haha.. ok.. went to the city tadi.. bali barang2 untuk orang brunei.. as in families and cousins. mostly sudah lah.. tinggal few others saja lagi. bagus jua ada primark ani bisai! murah and bisai2 the barang. i am still thinking kan bali chandelier or modern lampu? for my room di rimba! yes! i have a room di rimba.. di bawah.. mama bagi.. but i need to redesign it.. like the paint and everything.. and oh the bathroom jua.. yatah i am thinking kan paint the feature wall dark lilac. hehe kan buat bilik atu vintage sikit~

inda lagi lama balik. and i dont think i am ready. its not that i am "afraid" but i need time.. but sampai bila kan? its about time for me to go home and settle down.

i need to go now. achi marah pasal bising bunyi keyboard. bah bye!
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PANING

PANING. SERIOUSLY PANING. BALUM TIDUR.

0541 GB TIME~

Okay.. seperti biasa.. i could not get my eyes to sleep. makin marak ada pulang. this is crazy~.. biar ku online meliat gladiator sandals apa. esh.. bah eh.. i am going to sleep. i mean.. i will try~ hehe *that'sall*

akhir bangun lagi.

hi there, buat kali yang kebratus kali.. akhir lagi bangun.. cemanatah jua inda kan akhir bangun? everyday tidur pukul 12 tengahari.. smua ani eversince achi exam ah.. ya tidur akhir saja yatah.. ani tah jetlag tah pulang.. everyday we planned kan ke city.. kan bali barang2 untuk balik brunei. INDA PANDAI JADI! pasal kadai tutup. esh..

and tadi our gladiators sampai.. and yea.. something is wrong with it. haha. and and tadi we went to subway. lama sudah inda kesana.

sudah balik ke rumah.. tau tau ngalih then tidur saya. and bangun. kana gtau uleh mama, haji osman orang sebalah meninggal. macam shocked ku tarus. like OMG! seriously.. kesian eh.. inda jua ku sampat tu.. he has been like a daddy to me.. i have been with the family since i was knee high. rapat banar lah.. kesian eh..
ALFATIHAH TO HIM. smoga rohnya di simpan di tempat2 orang2 yang mukmin. Amin. :(

gemuk

salam, just a short update.. i am OFFICIALLY HUGE! when i say huge, it is HUGE macam Lv Keepal 50! i totally can not go on diet because me and achi will always have this new "things-to-cook/bake".. hari hari mesti tah ada kan dimasak. so far, i have tried masak kambing lemak percik kelantan. nyaman i like! hehe and oh i did mention we bake right~ yes! i bake! last week i was like craving for oreo cheesecake, and then the day after that i went out ke tesco beli barang2 nya and then buat tia. ok lah nyaman. hehe and oh thanks to kam.. ya yang ajar jua. pasal ya punya cake nyaman!

apa lagi ah? oh oh, my ticket balik brunei~ SUDAH ADA!! LIKE OMG! seriously talur bah rba di london. and thanks to my best friend yuma! she was the one yang helped me with the booking and buat new booking and all. kudos to yuma! and now tinggal kan packing saja lagi. date? haha mid july.

and oh now, i am like so inlove with gladiator sandals. well dari dulu pulang sudah tapi now makin menjadi2 sudah. and i finally got the sandals for me! nice~ hehe

and and.. i "lost" my e71 and w580i. sadly.

bah sudah dulu..

p/s achi abis sudah exam! yes! city~ here we come!!


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R A N D O M

Hey.. here i am sitting here.. in the living room. listening to drop the base i got from yamin. yes, yamin. i got the song from him. from the X cd he made for me. listening that while having my favourite drink, pineapple!

things have been harsh these few months back. its not the life to be blame but me myself should be blame. not others not god for sure. it is me. i dont know how and why it happened but yea.. it happened just like that. but hey maybe there is why it happened jua. i dont know.

honestly, how i wish if i could turn back the time. lurus kan mana yg salah. so that inda jadi cani. but inda jua kan di sesali kan apa yg happened, terjadilah... tapikan.. it would be nice jua if dpt di rewind bah. meluruskan apa apa yg salah atu. argh~ shit happened!

i am missing the old wae, the old me! well everything about me masa dulu. it was kinda fun.

to be continue again.

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updates again.

hi readers (atupun if ada yang membaca) setelah sekian lama gwe inda masuk kemari banyak eh yang berlaku. like omg omg! hahaha esp to my hair. i dont know i keep on changing the style and colour. again. from typical black hair to brown to light brown to golden blonde to ah brown to light pale blonde to platinum blonde. and then cut it from normal hair to mohawk to gundul which is now. i am gundul. haha.. mcm spent billion of pounds on my hair and akhirnya gundul jua. haha billion lagi tu.

next, my wight! omg.. eversince im here.. on my first day sudah makan masak makan masak.. like omg! the food yg i brought all the way from brunei smuanya abis on my first week, the mee goreng, the ambuyat, the clams, the hati buyah.. yea everything! and now i am like the official cook for the house. ive been cooking and cooking and more cooking. and oh i even bake. from malay food to english food. smuanya and ada jua yg campur! haha.. yatah from 58kg back in brunei and now 65kg! gila kali.. and still building more fats. and oh i have two friends here yang makan saja jua, partners lah kami. hahaha and drg pun makin tabam! haha.. well obviously not my fault! hahha and the other couple inda bnyk makan pasal drg kurus.

life? life has been rocking! macam riding this super huge roller coaster with so many turns apa.. yatah.. thats my life. but i think bnyk down kali so far. i dont know why and how but yea! merely sadddddd..!

and now i am sitting here all alone in the living room thinking on what is ahead me. while other housemates is busy with the projects apa in their room. banyak ah playing in mind. i think this is the worst kali. and i have so many things jua clinging on my back. and of course it hurts! yatah i really need to get those thing remove and flush down the toilet before it goes deeper.

and oh.. eversince i am here.. i have learned few simple but useful lesson.

1. DO NOT EVER JUMP INTO CONCLUSION! means jumping into conclusion is so not good! because it might form an idea without making sure of the facts. gila right~.

2. THINK DEEPLY BEFORE YOU MADE ANY BIG OR EVEN SMALL DECISION! means.. without thinking deeply.. it may ruin your life babe! honestly, one simple mistake will take you to the deepest hole down the toilet!

3. REGRET THE MISTAKE AND DO NOT REPEAT IT! means..

brb naleh ku sambung.

setelah lama menghilang.

hi! yea. barutah ada mood kan blogging. and so many things telah berlaku babe! very! as in kalau di bukukan bechapter chapter sudah or maybe kan buku yg kedua or ketiga mcm buku cerita harry potter lah. hhaha..

ok.. firstly and foremost. i am in belfast now. membawa diri kemari. pasal di brunei telampau banyak kan di handle so lapas kan dulu for few months lah.

ehh bah bah ill be right back. got things to do jap. and oh. i am a platinum silver blondie now. hahaha

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here

akhirnya gwe sampai kembali ke uk. bye!
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<3 tahun

3 years...;)
Lots have changed.... :D


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yours truly..with love..

Its all happening too fast..from the first time i saw u, from the first time we met..after years..weve known eachother not only skin thick but as deep to the heart..weve learnt a lot about life..weve thought eachother about things and weve shared all the joy, laughter, sad and sorrow..all of these weve been through..we promised to stay together and keep in touch till the day we marry and still be best friends..Half of my life is dedicated to u...everything, if not about me..its all about u..u are my priority..u are my soul mate..

Everytime u got ur hands dirty..i cleaned them, when u had ur tears..i wiped them, when u got ur asthma..i calmed u down, even at times of sickness..i was there..when u had ur stay at the hospital..i was there..eventho i was sick..i drove to the hospital..to you..u had a problem..i was the answer, u had to go to work..i was ur driver, and now...u had to spill the beans...i am ur man..ill listen..ill respond.

Never did i know...this would hurt me very bad..i am just an ordinary guy full of hopes and dreams..together we made the plans and now..everything seems impossible to achieve. YOU grew up too fast..too fast...im still here thinking of you..but uve moved on..moved on with your life...moved on with your new friend. Here i am swallowing the fishbone..i know its been hard lately..and its all because of the work..now ure telling me u will not have time for me..now ure telling me everything...even if this hurts me very bad..it still is..

.....i just want u to know....that i never wanted this to end..and i would really want to stay and keep in touch...watever reasons not to..Im still me..and im wishing that u will have a great time..like we had before...im stil ur baby bro..im still someone u can trust and someone u can turn to when u reach a dead end. I dont know what got into you..but i know that u still have me deep inside ur heart..from what i know..we both dont wna lose eachother..we are strong and nothing,no one can come between us..im with you...everything u do, where ever whenever..i am ur shadow...

Till we meet again..hope u havent changed a lot..coz i know uve changed..im just hoping that u will have time for me so that we will catch up and do things that we normally did before..

with love,

wachie

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counting the days...

i am counting the days.. for the return of my one and only achi.. :)

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OOPSS....

HAhaha...okay..i know i know...im just gonna keep my mouth shut a little..and stop posting sad stuff...:D

owh yea..i had dinner with syazlin and sadah just now n its like 2+am?like what were we thinking..maybe because of the shocking lost in weight we realised after timbang2 ourselves tht nite...haha..sorry but i dint take any photos of the dinner.(why would i anyway).

Earlier tht nite..we went to vicky~and watched madagascar back 2 africa~~n yea..it was yea~so yea..before going to vicky..(ada lagii...ehhehe) kakWan,zai,jee and i went for a retail therapy at the city...~~and soo i bought a pair of shoes for myself and ae...i repeat.."a pair" so yea..eheh..

overall,today was very cold..i mean -4degrees cold and we were like jalan2 still..ahha..yea..what to do..sometimes people need a time out(like me) and escape from all the problems(at least maybe try to)...and...nada...(im gna hang it up to here~)

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Magic Touch

"Touch my neck, feel it, hold it lightly, what do u feel?.now u know why u r special."

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No more

"No more time,no more waking up late, no more coming home early, no more going out, no more eating out, no more shopping, no more visiting ppl, no more driving around, no more having fun, no more laughter, no more happy days, no more free time, no more keeping in touch, no more hangouts, no more cool job, no more happy job, no more relaxed job, no more...."

im gonna change everything the way it was..

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My heart

"disini kau dan aku..terbiasa bersama menjalani kasih sayang..bahagia ku dengan mu"

"pernahkah..kau menguntai..hari paling indah, ku ukir nama kita berdua..disini syurga kita"

"bila kita mencintai yg lain..mungkinkan hati ini akan tegar..sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah sayang ku akan hilang.."

"if u love somebody could we be this strong..i will fight to win our love will conquer all..."

[this is why i dont do blogs/posts..i tend to be this way]

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'structures' - 10am

..and so there i was walking out of my room when i realised that it was 15mins to 9am..well, the problem is that now...im an hour early!! (see my internal clock is messed up)..*sigh* i shudve slept longerrr..Oh yea~i looked out the window and saw this :

















[snow kah tadi??or issit just ice?huhuhu]

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Good Morning BELFAST!!!

Morning y'all~~i just feel like posting this due to my hyperactive good mood today!!!(yeay!!!) i slept at like 4+am tadi and woke up at like 7+ hehe..so i have panda eyes now..chinese panda eyes..yea~so anyway...just feel like sharing this pic i got sometime last month~

Its Belfast,kinda typical morning in Belfast...without the rainbow~ :D laterrr gotta go to class...

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weak week?

Here i am on my bedroom floor not knowing what to do. The whole week was such a, well "busy" week for like everyone..Me with my neverending assignments/projects/readings n blaaaaa...and waE with his soo watever attention seeker job which had him busy the whole time..(not complaining)..so anyway~thers thing 1 tiny bit,itsy bitsy problem tht i think im worried about..which..believe it or not made me NOT work these past days..'not work' here means that it was like obviously very transparent that i was in a different state of mind, body and soul. I was like being someone else, keeping quiet and i lost track of everything around me..so..here i am on the floor typing stuff that is right now not clearly understood by everyone.well,since someone is busy..again..im not complaining..its up to me then to update this blog..for now i guess..

(okay..thats me ampai ampai)

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yours truly..with love..

Its all happening too fast..from the first time i saw u, from the first time we met..after years..weve known eachother not only skin thick but as deep to the heart..weve learnt a lot about life..weve thought eachother about things and weve shared all the joy, laughter, sad and sorrow..all of these weve been through..we promised to stay together and keep in touch till the day we marry and still be best friends..Half of my life is dedicated to u...everything, if not about me..its all about u..u are my priority..u are my soul mate..

Everytime u got ur hands dirty..i cleaned them, when u had ur tears..i wiped them, when u got ur asthma..i calmed u down, even at times of sickness..i was there..when u had ur stay at the hospital..i was there..eventho i was sick..i drove to the hospital..to you..u had a problem..i was the answer, u had to go to work..i was ur driver, and now...u had to spill the beans...i am ur man..ill listen..ill respond.

Never did i know...this would hurt me very bad..i am just an ordinary guy full of hopes and dreams..together we made the plans and now..everything seems impossible to achieve. YOU grew up too fast..too fast...im still here thinking of you..but uve moved on..moved on with your life...moved on with your new friend. Here i am swallowing the fishbone..i know its been hard lately..and its all because of the work..now ure telling me u will not have time for me..now ure telling me everything...even if this hurts me very bad..it still is..

.....i just want u to know....that i never wanted this to end..and i would really want to stay and keep in touch...watever reasons not to..Im still me..and im wishing that u will have a great time..like we had before...im stil ur baby bro..im still someone u can trust and someone u can turn to when u reach a dead end. I dont know what got into you..but i know that u still have me deep inside ur heart..from what i know..we both dont wna lose eachother..we are strong and nothing,no one can come between us..im with you...everything u do, where ever whenever..i am ur shadow...

Till we meet again..hope u havent changed a lot..coz i know uve changed..im just hoping that u will have time for me so that we will catch up and do things that we normally did before..

with love,

wachie



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updates..

okay finally its weeeeekeeeeenddddd... which means.. i can like sleep late bangun akhir.. omg.... i am sooo hating the nature that i need to get my eyes buka awal pagi.. damn~

so okay... my days.. went okay.. ada lah macam headless chicken.. the people i work with okay okay pulang.. alum pulang "in" but yea... and i gt my hands on the things sudah.. haha it was OMG OMG OMG.. and buleeh jua.. one whole day atu i was telling myslf yg i should not be doing this and that.. i should be doing dubai.. london.. you know... aww... missing my good old days... CA8 is like the easiest.. compare to what i have to do now.. and now i am sooo whining~ this and that.. it is not that i do not like my current job.. but it is just that.. i am so used to waking up late.. and having days off.. traveling.. but now nyeh~~~

what else ah? hmm.. and oh on my very first day.. i went home akhirrr banar.. like nearly 9 ani bah. mati tia! first day sudah akhir. and hari hari seterusnya.. so basically i have to add at least an hour extra after my working hours.. hmmm...

so.. now.. im hoping for achi balik bwn lah... hehe siok jua tu.. at least i have someone to be with bah... yes! i am a sad person.. bah i think i gotta go lah dulu.. see you...

p/s: i am your shoulder to cry on

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kangen

kangen

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laproscopic appendicities

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NiraWaliy Bebadak~

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haiwan

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amah again..

hi! so today i went to meradun.. and then was shocked lagi.. pasal amah again! and i was like.. what? amah again and again? boohoo! ada ada saja jua.. so the story cemani.. amah bang long mau balik.. like out of the blue.. like omg! pasal kena tagur sikit and yea.. tarus offended kan minta balik.. mcm cakapnya cemani.. "kalau ibu sama bapak tidak suka sama saya, hantar bibi pulang!" ewah ewah ewah... beracun mulut mu dang~ kau pikir sanang lah ngntar kau balik.. and sanang2 kau pikir cematu.. talur tah banar amah amah ani ah.. and mcm baru jua aritu bibi setan sorang atu balik and now another one.. mcm sepakat tah banar.. and not to forget jua amah abang ngah pun balik jua this jan.. wow! on strike banar drg ah..

what is wrong with amahs now ah? ada ada saja.. manatia sgala amah yang dulu dulu atu? yg keraja apa bisai di tagur diam saja apa... bisai.. awu masani jgnth di harap! drg pulang mengatur majikan! esh.. pakal saja both amah kaka and amah bg long atu inda pernah keraja arah ku! mun inda.. mati tia kali.. from a to z 1 to 0 ku cari kesalahan.. well inda pulang smua.. tapi yatah amah ani mun di bagi muka.. perasan tia.. naik kepala.. sial! ahaha

ok enough with amahlor! then i went back home tadi.. ujan.. like yea.. and and.. drg adib and budi kerumah.. adib kan minta dgni buat cv and surat.. ya kan keraja jua arah BBB.. haha and then along and angah bawa kami jalan.. pakai kereta along baru.. we went to waho.. along kan bali pen merah. and then we went to nasi kandar for dinner along and angah blnja! thanks bro! hehehe.. padas ah the food..

and now here i am.. alone in this cosy little achi's room.. bah done!

p/s: omg! monday is like around the corner.. and butterflies is all over me! :(


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SUPER JUMBO~

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crave, i

i am craving for the fish burger from burger king yg namanya oceans catch ah.. nyaman banar ah.. cana ni? tapikan.. di uk saja nyaman.. i am not being biased but yea.. true what.. di dubai punya inda nyaman.. well the closest pun yg kan sama sikit rasanya is the one yg arah sugarbun di brunei.. apatu.. fish burger.. the long one.. yatah.. and and aku terseliur jua nasi katok di mabuhai ah.. yg 80c ah.. aiiii cana ni? baruth ku kan terseliur makanan.. haha and and ada jua lah terseliur sikit anu deep fried cuttle fish arah aqil shafiee! hmmm~ cana ah?? nanti tah saja eh.. tunggu duit turun dari atas.. heheheh

so today yea.. karang malam ada berbedak mandi (bath powder?) hahah arah si jijat.. dimanggis... ada bingo jua and lutu jua.. lutu i dont know apa.. and aku misti bawa si lucas karang... saja mencuba bah.. mnggambar urg kawin~ haha manatau ok.. nah tarus bedagang.. hahaha... and and i will be wearing my black crippled cara melayu.. yg ku bali di alghurair di dxb hahaha.. mau tah lagi kan the most~ and oh baru ani si yuma msgd aku gtau nya ia nda pigi ke arah jijat.. aiiii.. aku sorang lah ni~ hahaha

apa lagi ah? kan ku cakap kan? bah atu saja kali~ and and atu.. aku kmarin surveyed harga tiket return bwn-lhr.. hehehe th cheapest is 1535!!! murah kan tu? or murah lagi masa ku dulu 500 saja? hahaha and and check tiket for achi jua.. ada murah tapi depart lhr on the 2nd dec.. hehe awal jua tu masih jua ya class.. hehehe so yea~ ehhehe bah bah.. apa apa ill update saja lagi.. see you~

p/s: love handles killed me!

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JUMBO!

Ok ok so i finally found the BIG JUMBO PLAYING CARDS! and.... it is only $5 pun.. hahaha.. murah jua tu.. tapi quality-wise.. inda pulang berapa.. mcm the card yg seringgit ah... soyea~ bah see you!

p/s: chodaidi, i like!

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haircut

heys.. i woke up awal kah tadi? ohhh yea.. tebangun awal pasal ROSTERING melipun pagi pagi tadi.. membagi tau yg my leave extended and bla bla bla.. and i was like banar kah ni? aku branti jua sudah!! mcm majal jua eh... and the inda lagi drg tau tu.. mcm nada communication jua tu... skalinya inda batah atu she called me lagi gtau yg cfrmd sudah my status inda lagi keraja with rba.. so yea.. barutah ku nyaman tidur.. and inda batah atu bangun..

i went to places... kan medical check up sekali nya inda jadi.. and oh today i had my hair cut lagi.. shorter.. well typical me pulang.. and and tadi i went for a fitting tadi.., ahhaha dibilik pulang kanya.. heheh testing baju kerja and sluar kerja and tie.. hahaha teringat terus keraja masa ibb dulu haha

oh oh bah im tired bah bye

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terima kasih

Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semuaaa kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

p/s: this is for you, i miss you!


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for sale

Fujitsu Lifebook S7010

Intel Pentium Centrino 1.7 Ghz, 512 Ram, 60 Gig HDD model 2004-2005

$750

P/S: pasal pasal nya... you can go to HERE and HERE

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today dan hari-hari lain nya..

it has been lama sudah i didnt update as in yea.. talk about my day apa.. been malas bah.. nada mood.. so yea.. so.. today.. i woke up at 10 or 11 kali tadi and then went to atok's office kan ambil duit babah suruh.. tapinya atok nada.. he went out with awang asan.. so yea.. and then on my way to kerita.. rostering melipun membagitau that i will be doing manila flight tmrw.. and i was like asta.. masih kah aku ani on roster.. i thought off roster sudah aku ani.. then i told him lah yg il be seeing jamilah regarding my unfit letter.. sekali inda batah atu.. ada tia kana telipun oleh this person gtau nya jamilah suruh aku ke officenya asap.. so yea.. and then i rushed back to jerudong tukar attire. pakai sluar panjang and bekasut.. haha then there off to training center.. jumpa yuma.. and kami cerita lah skajap di common room.. and i told her about something yang been bothering me... yang i told zee jua so fair enough.. i told both zee and yuma lah.. :)

and then macam sejam lagi kan pukul dua untuk saya berjumpa dengan jamilah.. then yea.. i went to the cabin services instructors room.. disana ada drg suzana.. audrey dan lain lain.. and oh ada mr ridhuan.. :) yea.. we talked and chat.. and discussed pasal my condition yg inda pndai baik ani..

sekalinya kan.. ada tia bgitau nya yg two of my batchmate ani kana terminated sudah.. and i was like .. why two.. i thot him jua saja sorang.. ada lagi? and then they told me yang this girl pun kana terminated.. effective by end of october.. mcm baru jua becerita sama kedia and now.. kana terminated tia.. asta jua tu.. so campur aku... three off 108th batch inda lagi kerja arah kapal terabang..

then kami cerita lah jua pasal this and that.. updates bah.. and ada this person manang ticket ke sydney masa rba raya open house ah.. jelous jua ku tu.. free fare ah.. from bwn to sin pakai BI and then sin to syd pakai SQ A380!!nahhh... dua orang lagi tu i heard.. bisai jua tu if aku yg dapat the ticket.. then i can give the other free atu arah achi then yea.. kami zoom ke sydney!! omg.. sydney tu.. bukan nya calang2 tu tampat nya sana ah.. hahaha honestly.. i do miss the shops in sydney.. aku mau cotton on.. inda up-to-date sudah my cotton on punya collection.. esehmen.. hahaha and aku terseliur arah sruffy murphy.. inda ku pernah missed tu!!! murah and nyaman... gila kali.... siok eh.. ok jua lah.. inda rugi jua aku.. inda kempunan.. mcm every roster jua ku kana sydney atu.. ahaha inda long sydney short sydney kana bagi.. hahaha siok eh... inda rugi...

that one year kan.. bnyk ku faced eh... lots of thick and thin ku lalui lai... semuanya ku tempuh.. ada pax bitchy apa.. ada pax yg terlampau baik.. smualah.. honestly siok lah jadi pekerja catu.. haha keraja mana yg bagi banyak off ah? i mean mcm dalam one month mcm ada 1week off tia.. ada standby inda kana panggil.. ooohhh heaven sebenrnya.. hahaha now barutah terasa pulang kecarian..

kecarian masa ani especially masa ani lagi gwe lagi lonely.. nada bah dangan ku brunei ah.. mcm achi nada sudah.. ehh i mean nada as in ya ke belfast sudah.. mel ke london.. zar bz saja.. denah balik kl.. ain balik lovbra.. eh wait... i do still have YUMA and ZEEZAT!! omg! hahah... tapi drg ada daling bah.. mcm commited jua tu.. indakan sama aku kan.. nah cana? im like lonely ni.. dulu lonely pun inda berapa pasal aku blayar kesana kemari.. and mostly di luarnegeri saja lama lama.. nah ani.. dbrunei saja.. no one to be with... ada dhania and dainel.. tapi drang inda jua paham tu... and oh ani tah lagi jua.. yang im still having penyakit ani.. talur eh...

apa lagi ah kan di buat here ah? and and oh... i wanted to go "back" to uk this december ani tapi kan.. inda ada izin and inda ada reziki... and yg teruknya lagi.. achi inda jua balik brunei macam last year pasal ya kan eurotrip... yea i know right.. siok jua tu.. mcm i wanna kill to be there with him ikut euro trip.. entah eh.. biar tia.. birtia i stay dbrunei saja.. palui eh.. i am not biasa yet ni.. to be alone ani.. and when im lonely i tend to get verrrryyy sensitive... sensitive banar.. and when sensitive ada... insecure pun ada.. when insecure ada.. jelousy pun ada.. nah... atu ya... collected smua ani bah all in one..

why cant i be rich macam orang lain kan? siok you know, knowing yg dorang ada banyak duit beribu ribu and they can do whatever they wanna do ah.. unlike me.. im like yea~ nada papa.. i have entah.. oh well i have lucas.. and i have tucker.. tucker is beetle.. for now namanya tucker.. i know right~ tapi nada pun kan dibanggakan much tu mereka atu.. i want something yang mcm drg ah... esh.. alangkah baiknya mun aku ani anak saudagar kaya dari negeri arab.. hahaha... no no im not saying i dislike my parnts ah.. hehee you know wht i mean.. siok kan kalau kaya ani.. tho inda pulang bagi kebahagiaan berabis.. tapi ada.. ada duit anything dpt bah.. org pun dibali pakai duit.. nada duit nada kana tuleh lai... kana jaling saja.. hahaha..

yatah how i wish that i am rich and bepelajaran.. (lagiiiii) hahaha and and inda bepenyakit ah.. siok jua tu... beduit bepelajaran and sehat walafiat.. nah.. complete package.. usul rupa atu lain cerita tu.. ada duit smua buleh ubah.. ke bangkok saja injek tinggi mun kan mau tinggi.. usai mua mun kan mau lawa.. ke bomoh mun kan mau lawa lagi.. hahaha ehhh apakan ni? what am i talking about ani? asta.. yatah telalai ni ertinya..

apa lagi.. ohh kerita ku kamah.. like kamah KAMAH.. tayarnya bluish pasal ada tanah kuning.. i didnt know kuning campur tayar itam jadi biru warnanya kalau karing. haha.. and arah the car ahh ada mcm bnyk dotted from somewhere i dont wanna know... and lumpur ujan apatah lagi.. omg!!! malas ku menyuci dulu.. bnyk lagi kan ku pikirkan ah...

and oh... something has been playing in my mind.. something that has been bothering me much.. and that something made my sleep sooo inda nyaman.. it is not a big deal pulang... tapinya i just could not stop thinking about it bah... palui ehh cana ni ah?

and anu jua... i am officially broke... i hope inda lama eh... palui tu mun lama ku broke.. nenek and atok inda lagi bagi aku duit kah ah? mcm dulu dulu.. esh... kadang2 mau jua ku rewind smua balik... and stay mcm dulu saja when me kana bagi this and that.. yknow... tapi ada jua inda baiknya..

and oh... anak si hazel basar jua sudah sikit... and habit si hazel is back.. ya mcm memilih tia.. mcm pilihnya anaknya yang mana kan di maunya menyusu arah nya.. mcm dua buting anaknya biar ya ali ali kan nya.. di taruh nya di atas tia.. bias!! heheh.. kucing pun ada bias.. and ohh tadi kucing yg buta yang mata nya bida ah... adakah ya menysuu arah si hazel atu ya.. ku halau ani bah.. hahaha there.. i am being biasd unless kucing atu lawa then ok lah.., ani yang bida ah.. and matanya lagi bida and ikurnya pindik.. like no way jua tu.. hahaha sorry... hehe

ehh mcm banyak sudah ku becakap disini ani.. haha ada lagi satu kan ku cerita kan ah.. tapi should i bitch about it kah inda ah? karang ada yang offended.. tau tah orang orang masani hidup penuh dengan offended memanjang.. ahhaha inda jua dapat di salah kan mun sudah azali.. hahaha

oh oh.. something in waho caught my eyes.. it is Guess Collection punya watches.. i want this and that and that one.. omg... cana ah? siapatah dapat balikan ni? lawa bah.. i dont know ah.. why i could not stop wanting a new watch.. hahaha been buying watches since ever.. ehhh lawa eh.. that watches... hehehe tapinya mahal sikit.... ehh nantitah kalau ada duit extra extra extra.. (why i said extra extra exrta pasal kalau satu saja extra artinya duit atu ada lagi yg penting, then dua extra ada lagi yg penting sikit, then yea.. last priority lah tu ertinya third extra ah...) i have things to pay ah... ugh.. sasak ku... bnyk ani bah.. mcm omg! awuu nanti sudah stable karang bisai ni.. i cant wait for that very moment to come.. where my job is stable.. my income is stable.. my life is stable.. smualah stable.. bisai kan..

ehh anu jua.. my sony phone is a bitch now.. payah messaging... and my n76 pun lagi tia bukan lagi bitch but a whore! hahaha.. yatah... there is this phone caught my eyes jua.. its n71 kali namanya.. hehehe macam lawa jua.. tapi masih jua pulang the most n76 hehe... yatah.. i want jua.. nanti lah ill ask.. hehehe

apalagi to bitch about sini? bnyk pulang banrnya.. tapinya.. mcm kinda offensive jua kan.. yatah .. and oh i still hate the amah dimanggis.. ahahah bila jua ku suka kedia.. minyir.. hahaha ani tah lagi aku balik2 sudah di manggis awu macam kan mati kali kesdakan..

oh anu jua.. mincu... bali kereta baru.. mincu is my uncle.. ok... he bought TWO FREAKING CARS.. and i am soo freaking jelous! hahaha.. he bought this hummer-alike.. honda crossroad.. and he just bought mini cooper... bisai kan kan ada duit smua pun buleh.. damn~ hahaha awu nanti mun ku ada duit ku bali bali ni.. or save sajalah.. untuk masa depan.. manatau kan bali r8? hahaha lawa daling.. r8 ahh.. mati libar lagi tu.. mcm lampunya lagi the most.. inda tah ku sabar nah kan naik orang atu nanti ya bali audi tt ni.. and you know who you are.. hehehe.. siok...

ohh this lately jua.. ive been dreaming of having my own house... hehe siok jua tu.. you can do what ever you wanna do di dalam rumah ah.. telanjang bulat pebaikk inda jua papa.. siok kan.. hmmm nanti tah.. insyallah sgala nya akan terjadi jua nanti.. atupun pun umur sehat badan panjang.. doakan saja lah.. kepada sesiapa yg sudi mendoakan.. thank you..

bah bah.. enough bitching.. see you! bye!
saying good bye to the life as a c.c


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50s

tagged by: ?

1) Where and when was your last kiss?
- eighteen days ago? here? hahaha

2) What color underwear/boxers/thong wearing
now?
- white-stripes boxer

3) What are you listening to right now?:
- the sound of the rotten-aircond

4) Whats your favorite number?:
- two.. four.. six.. seven.. eight.. nine..

5) What was the last thing you ate?
- macaroni

6) When was the last time you smiled?
- ages ago.. haha.. ni baru ani...

7) How is the weather right now?:
- cold

8) Who was the last person you talked to on the
phone?
- achi

9) What is your worst habit?
- inda tutup terikah

10) Do you drink?
- no

11) Do you smoke?
- no

12) When was the last time, if ever, you blacked
out?
- months ago..

13.) Girlfriend/Boyfriend?
- girlfriends? zeezatyumasadahjeehah boyfriend? achi?! :)

14) Your Hair color?
- black and im thinking of colouring it nanti..

15) Eye Color?:
- darkest brown

16) Do you wear contacts?:
- no

17) Favorite day?
- payday

18) Favorite Month?:
- end of the month that is..

19) Have you ever cried for no reason?:
- umm yea? haha no? haha i don't know

20) What was the last movie you watched?:
- a week ago i think...

21) Favorite Day of the Year?
- payday again! ahaha

22) Are you too shy to ask someone out?:
- not really

23) Last advice you received?
- "agatah brubat arah this and this.. nenek adun tu kan bawa.."

24) What was the highlight of your weekend?:
- nothing much.. nothing nothing and nothing

25) Chocolate or Vanilla?:
- choconilla..

26) What is the last text message you received?
- "now tunggu show at 9pm......."

27) What is the last text message sent?:
- "... i can't sleep....."

28) Who was the last person you call?
- achi... :)

29) What was the last sports game you watched?
- badminton

30) When was the last time you slept in someone
else's bed?
- hahah last night.. mujib's bed..

31) Favorite movies?
- currently.. DEATH RACE!!!

32) Favorite football Team?
- Englang that is..

33) What were you doing before this?
- reminiscing :p

34) Any pets?
- yes yes yes!! cats!! lots of cats!

35) Favorite Drink?
- fanta orange..

36) Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?:
- buttersweet

37) Dogs or cats?:
- CATS!!!

38) Favorite flower?:
- rose..

39) When was the last time you got in trouble?
- im having one actually :(

41) Have you ever loved someone?
- ofcourse.. yes yes yes! i am in love hahaha

42) Who would you like to see right now?
- achi sama pinah jua..

43) Are you still friends with people from
kindergarten?
- HAHAHA YES ! achi is..

44) Have you ever fired a gun?
- yes.

45) Do you like to travel by plane?
- hahahaha omg.. awu! ahhh.. i miss being a cabin crew.. :s hehe

46) What websites do you go to frequently,
besides friendster?
- facebook!

47). If you could be with anybody right now who
would it be?
- achi and the gang!

48) How many pillows do you sleep with?
- 7? hahaha

49) Are you missing someone?
- yes yes.. super!


50) How was your day?
- day was ok ok saja.. still seeing red pee ahahah

8 people to tag
-ACHI
-JEEHAH
-SADAH
-RAMIZAHRAMAZAN
-WANI
-CABAI
-PINAH
-UMI
-DIDI
-KAM
-DIKAU YANG MEMBACA..


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Birthday!!

Happy Birthday To Mama Hajjah Martina Haji Tengah.. May All the almighty blesses you with all the happiness and reziki yg melimpah banyak mcm ujan labat.. :)



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keindahan flora dan fauna *not*

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ming ming again..

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:(

:( :(
:( :(

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hazel-kids

kid #1




kid #2



kid #3



mommy - hazel ming ming



papa - beckham ming ming

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bo-at-ing

row row row your boat getting down the stream....



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raya

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-

miss you, i

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one moment

A: "nah, belair my mata"
B: "eh? Why?? why do you have to cry???"
A: "ehh... i am not crying..."
B: "then what?"
A: "i was yawning bah.."
B: "HAHAHAHA"


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Awwww

IM here ..and there..and everywhere u are~huuhuu..noworries~

Chi-cho han

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in need..

chi, i need you.. i am in need now.. i miss having you around the house.. :(

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:(

wae is fucked up!

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hospital

yesterday was the day.. babah had his cholic thing.. a surgery to remove stones and his gall.. so yea.. sekalinya.. he is fine sudah.. last night he had me as his special nurse mcm achi.. i slept sana.. well it reminds me of all the good times when i was warded sana.. achi was there apa to help me.. how thankful i am to have him ah.. then tadi babah got discharged...

i went jalan with ka amy and fatin.. ke qlap.. kaka amy kan ke bakerlyn and me kan ke hokko liat kain sluar keraja.. tapi mahall like omg! then yea. balik ke tasek meradun..

ehh bah eh ngalih eh.. see you!

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more updates~ AMAH BONGOK!

sixth raya - apa ada ah? um.. oh yesterday is it? oh went to tasek meradun.. kan meliat ada kah inda amah nekadun ani.. dui.. jgnth di tunggu indahada.. nadaya bah.. dasar jua penipu nya.. bagitaunya anaknya mati apa.. tau2 nda mati palui tah banr!!!! sanak banar ku.. amah ani ah.. mun di bari kesanangan saja sikit sudah naik kepala! awu mun ya keraja arah ku abis ku siram pakai ummu.. eh bukan ummu habsatul but ommo cuci kain.. rasarasahan bah ya ah.. banar tah.. dari awal sudah inda ku suka tu kedia ah.. pemalas nya kan mati.. pikir nya apa.. bahlul! haha nah menyumpah tah ku delling~ lama jua lah aku di tasek ah.. sampai maghrib kli.. then ke manggis.. melawat.. and ambil smua baju keraja.. hahaha so inda payah bali baru lah.. and then off to rimba.. ada abg ngah and family beraya.. and pg ghani jua and kwn babah.. so yea.. went home around 11 lah cematu.. sambung meliat cerita enchanted arah achi punya HD ah..

seventh raya - woke up around noon.. then ke kadai pertama kajap membali makanan kucing.. kelaparan durang.. bawa alai and baby.. and i think i saw si wandy.. but yea.. he has not pay me yet.. antah bila kah ada.. ill text him soon~ and then went to manggis.. kan cuci kereta.. lapas atu.. kan mengvacumm.. ani tah masa nya ku marah arah amah lagi sorang.. aku ani mencari vacum kan.. then ku tanya tah amah drumah ani. kalinya tarus ya menjawab di atas.. then lari tia.. anu takut ya kan aku menyuruh ia ngambil.. sial maula tah banar jua amah atu.. and then sudah ku kan mengvacumm ni.. inda mau menyiruk lapas atu ku tnya ia.. nya sudah ia bersih kan dalamnya.. then ku buka atu ya thambur segala habuk and pasir and bla bla bla.. sgala stukin papers apa ani.. atu ya ku umban kan arahnya.. nya "EH SUDAH DI BERSIHKAN" skali nyangku " EH BANGSAT, MUN SUDAH KAU BERSIHKAN.. APA TAH DALAM ANI? MUA MU KAH NI SAMPAH SAMPAH ANI SGALA STUKIN APA ANI KAN KAU VACUM? MANA KAN TESTUCK! KENAPA INDA MUA MU TARUS KAU VACUMM SUPAYA INDA KU KAN MUNTAH MELIAT MUA MU ATU?" diam ya saja.. gila banar amah amah masani.. maula! perasan lagi tu amah the best of the best drumah ah.. jgnth dulu dang! ku tmpar kan saja karang mua mu ke lungkang! then satu lagi... inda ya pandai membuka lampu apa.. sudah ku gtau mun sudah patang buka lampu.. babal.. then sudah ku siap membersih kan kerita apa.. mandi.. then ke zizat.. beraya and i got $15 hahaha.. mamanya and amal bagi.. :) becerita2 sampai batah.. had meegoreng sana.. haha and rambutan.. nyaman rambutan nya.. then here i am.. HOME! waiting for achi to reply me.. kan packing lagi.. isuk kehospital babah operate and i have to jaga ia malam..

things to do isuk
1. jumpa jj di rba
2. keripas jaga babah
3. diet
4. makan ubat
5. cari usin


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updates..

updates..

third raya - woke up awal sikit.. did't sleep well.. antah.. pasal achi nada kali.. talked with sadah on msn.. sedih and dramatic.. sadah... i really wanna be there with kamu.. pray for me.. and then tgharinya.. went to tasek meradun.. beraya with drg ke rumah balah2 atok adun.. and and.. the first house.. tjumpa si dhirah.. rupanya.. ya atu menantu my pangkat "nini" gwe.. hahahaha omg! atu ya.. hahaha.. tell you what.. ngalih banar bah.. antah.. went home around maghrib kali.. and yea... ada org dtg beraya kali..

fourth raya - went to abg long's open house and yuma's open house.. wanted to go to zee's place tapi inda jadi.. went home around 9pm.. and dirumah ramai.. ada barbecue apa.. rupanya ada gathering.. kawan2 aunty and babah.. had ayam barbecue etc etc..

fifth raya - basar sudah anak si hazel! no! bukan basar macam beckham.. but lampuh bah.. :) otf with achi.. and baby dainel jua mau th jua otf with achi.. mencari achi ya.. kesian.. cerita lama lah jua sama achi.. and then ptg nya anti gtau kan arah drg adib malam.. then yea.. we went there around isha kali.. adib was there but not drg anih and ewan.. i had fun masa arah adib.. then next we went to budi.. and budi was not there.. so yea.. it was ngalihhh jua.. boring jua pasal biasanya.. ada achi or pinah with me.. but yea.. now nada.. :( went home around 11 kali.. lapas atu watch movie from achi's HD... cerita mr.mangorium kali.. and the tetidur.. and oh.. planned kan kerumah zee tapi inda jadi..

sixth raya - still on bed.. as usual baby dainel woke me up...

p/s: i don't know why i can't upload pictures lagi.

*imissyou*



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pictures. the

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finally

okay... the time has finally datang.. 1010hrs/4thOct2008, air mata pun akhir keluar.. after hours of holding it back and not to think about it.. nah.. kelaur tah jua airmata.. when talking to sadah that is. i am missing achi very much.. and i hate being alone here..

love, wae

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to you..

and this is dedicated to you...



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left, he

achi blayar sudah :( :(
i am going to miss you chi..

*idontknowwhyicantpostpictureshere*

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balik..

today is the day.. achi balik later like later.. pukul 5.. and yes.. i am sad sudah.. cemana ni? i don't wanna be sad.. but one thing i know.. inda lama ni eh.. mcm last time.. one day atu saja sedih.. lepas atu macam biasa.. eh wait.. no way.. atu dulu pasal lapas achi blayar, one day after that, aku terus depart blayar.. so macam biasa lah.. ani aku inda pun lagi belayar.. palui ni eh... bah brb.. ill be back with me whining karang malam..

oh oh, my first day raya was ok.. inda jua dramatic macam last year.. and i still recvd ampau.. from people.. and and i recvd samping jua from atok.. ill post the pictures sekiranya sampat..

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correction*

raya is not tomrw and i don't know why.. macam negeri lain smua raya isuk and berunei ani saja ketinggalan one day... apatah ni? iski saja kami kan raya apa.. selalu ni.. mestitah ketinggalan.. well the good thing about it.. sampat lagi prepare apa..
bh gtg.. salam raya.. dari wae dan achi.. :)
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Raya

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, not today, not tmrw.. but the day after tmrw..

raya means Achi balik! :(

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*LidahTegigit* haha

*lidah tegigit*
ohhh ada org bicara tentang blog kami.. :) click sini

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FAT

I AM FAT! SUPER-FAT!

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100th Post.. [dedicated to Achi]

Went sungkai-out with Achi di Aqil Shafiee.. i asked for it.. craving bah masatu kan the deep fried cuttlefish. nyaman much! tapiikan.. tadi atu.. macam lain rasanya.. mcm ada lah lain nya.. and and makananan kami dtg ahir banar like 45minutes bah.. di maafkan.. pasalnya makanannya nyaman..

baked, i

 

 

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THE DELLINGS!

Okay... finally.. all five of us... complete us.. the dellings! went out for a date tadi after the sungkai out with the dellings batch.. yea.. omg! barutah complete bah.. all this while zai inda pandai dapat.. payah bah orang penting ani.. yatah makanya... yea.. we went to empire tadi kan main bowling sekalinya kan... INDA BULEH MAIN NI.. pasal kami bukan guest or members dang! like apakan.. skajap dapat main sekajap inda dpt main.. cali jua tu.. and and so went back to the parking lot and then we were talking about where to go lagi apa.. and sudnly ada this security lah gtau kami yg org di atas complaint lah kami inda buleh parking di parking lot atu.. LIKE OMG! I SO DID NOT KNOW THAT..! apakan.. cali jua... so they expect us to park dimana? di lobby? or di ligong kali? and walk all the way to country club is it? no way.. so unacceptable... cali jua.. inda buleh main bowling and inda buleh parking.. ooooowwww soo TOP STAR HOTEL REGULATIONS~ haha bah to hell about that bitch! i mean yea.. you know who and si sut ah.. sut as SHOULD! hahaha

then we went to gadong.. arah cb... awal.. and i met sadah wit her friend.. hehehe and met my long lost teacher! omg! i forgot his name! haha but he was my english teacher way back in berakas.. aku ingat he ever told me this.. "you have to get at least a credit for your english olevel! then with that english you can enter the world.. and english is the key to enter the world!" hahaha cali cali..

then again.. we pindah place lagi.. we moved to c.zone.. and there we settled down.. BIG TWO game tadi.. sampai ngalih.. hahaha.. siok lah tadi.. we talked and lauged a lot! well aku manang balik2 pulang.. haha kan dellings! haha it was great jua tadi atu pasal kami belima tadi ah.. complete banar kami tadi.. hehehe and planning kan kemiri tah lagi apa tadi.. tuhhhh sudah gwe mau keraja barutah... hahaha

and then kami pun muleh... and oh! oh! durang tadi the dellings (jee kam and zai) surprised me with a cake and a birthday song!! awwwwww... sedih ku terus.. i so did not expect that yknow.. cali lagi tu... hehe.. nahh sedih eh... they are leaving me soon! and il be like alone.. damn! i hate being alone bah.. kamu... nada tah dgn ku kan main big two ni... nvm we play it nanti via the webcam yea.. and i so gonna have all the "2" and big numbers.. hahahaha bah bah.. smbung nanti saja.. letih sudah saya.. bye... love love dellings!

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Good Luck!

*taken tadi di c.bean(night before she left)*

*taken masa 28.8.08 di utama grand.. eh i mean utama bowling*

sadah will be leaving brunei isuk... or isit later.. sama shazlin and hajah... nyeh... gonna miss you sadah... well i can say that weve been thru the thick and thin together.. :) you know what i mean right... so yea.. so you take care di belfast... less playing.. well i know you will be having great time pulang ni... hahah banyak free time bah kamu.. bah.. study smart... hope to see you soon yea.. di belfast! *hugs* gonna miss you much...

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KETELING!

had sungkai-out tadi with Achi's batch mate di nyonya teguhraya.. yes! teguh raya again... i mean.. yes! that lady!! ada ya tadi.. sampat tah lagi ya kan sibuk2 meng offer "keteling" (catering) time orang makan tadi atu.. and sibuk2 tah jua ya btanya brapa orang apa.. kira pulang sendiri mun kan mau tau right... sibuk ah....... eshhh she just.. ugh! annoyed me! and ohh... i am... ok wait... let me me pull my self together... okay.. i am FAT!!! LIKE OMG! *ampasparut* omg omg! aku lampuh delling! like... seriously fat... the tummy is sooo lampuh... and oh... i was trying my baju tadi... the tees and polo apa.. and mostly nya sampit... mcm suffocated ku tadi... omg.. sayang baju baju ah... and oh.. my jeans... pun mostly kan ketat sudah.. mcm biasa basar now fit ah.. i wonder if my topman's (hahaha mesti disabut eh brandnya) skinny jeans muat kah nda lagi... omg! i have to slow down.. ive been eating a lot! banyk banar.. well puasa pulang but but... sudah sungkai i tend to eat banyak... like BANYAK! nasi atu kan full piring ah... esh... i have to take my XENICAL.. but no! i cannot take medicine yg bukan from my dr lagi! XENICAL is sooo gonna help me lose all the lamak in me.. damn.. cana ni? what should i do? jogging? running? sports? no!!! i cant do all that because it is RAMADHAN.. and and .. ohhh... MY FREAKING TUMMY AND PELV IS STILLLLLLLLLL PAINFUL! Bayi kan... what? it has been 4mths now? ok make it 120days... cheh.. manasajalah... well i know... people look at me mcm inda sakit pulang apa.. BUT HEY... you are not in my shoe darling... the pain is inside... comes and goes tapi mostly there.. and yea... malas ku explain.. bah bah.. i think i talk too much sudah.. ill blog lagi nanti or later or never.. hahaha bah.. loves.. me!



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belfast, i miss

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DONN THE MOST!

Happy Belated Birthday To Kakak Donna!

Loves, Wae and Achi

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THE BEST!

(TextMessage)

Achi
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Achi (again, thanks Ci!)
Liyana
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Aunty Zura
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(MSN)

BANYAK!! HAHAH

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Jeehah Delling The Most! haha (here)
Ummi (here)
Deenah Grgz! (here)
Dalling Sadah (here)


akan di sambung di lain hari dan waktu...


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Birthday Wae

Happy Birthday to waE WaLLy....he is soooo:

1) the one i went to kindergarten with..
2) the one i tried new things with..
3) the one i go shop with..
4) the one person after dad to ask money from..
5) the one person who had it all to go all the way from bru to bel just to meet me..
6) the one who does everything wrong but yea...okay with me..
7) the one who changes interests/hobbies quite often..
8) the one who takes care of the cats..
9) the one who takes care of me when im sick..
10) the one who troubles me very much but then the only one who can make my day~

kHan John
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SADAH and SHAZLEEN!

Us (me, shaz, ada and achi) Aqil Shafiee after Empire Checked-In

Dinah.. Pizza Hut..

Dinah and Achi.. Pizza Hut)

double celebration for them both~
1. Shazleen's 22nd Birthday! (HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEEN)
2.Finally, kamu kana suruh balik jua kesana! (Congrats to Sadah and Shazleen)

(it is sad knowing that Achi is leaving soon... damn! i hate being alone lagi.. since pinah (achi's sister) pun in KL... so il be like yea.. sendirian lagi ni... smuanya buat sendiri... driving sendiri.. makan sendiri.. jalan2 sendiri.. shopping sendiri.. smuanya sendiri ni nanti.. BOREDOM! i hate it! i hate it! i hate it!)

the gathering..

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Pictures.. the return of Deenah and Empire Sleepover..

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UPDATES.. I KNOW RIGHT~

yes! updates..

August
17- Had soto rindu for lunch - Deenah P9er muleh ke tanah air for 10days saja..17- Empire sleepover with Sadah and Syazleen..
18- Checked-out from Empire.. then off to Aqil Shafie for lunch..
18- Photoshoot with Achi and Denah :) - had pizza for dinner di mall..
19- Went to Ripas.. ada appt with Mr.Tan met Riza jua... then went to Capers for lunch with Ms.Amy, Mr.Yus, Mr.Tan and Mr.Achie.. hehe
20- Went to MOE with Achi and Jeehah.. Achi kan report.. and he was worried about it.. masa awal-awal pasal 2mths late mereport ah.. haha but.. ok jua.. smooth saja.. and and.. went to Nyonya for lunch.. crazy tu orang di nyonya ah..
21- Alai Dhania's Birthday! Ptg bawa pinah jalan.. ambil Poji/fauzi.. makan di tph.. and then malam celebrate alai punya birthday.. Had macaroni and birthday cake.. and ohh post my applications sudah!
22-Photoshoot with Alai and Baby..
23- Went to Swensens! hahaha and malam nya.. Yuma invited us ke Angels Beach di tutong.. it was raining! labat berabis.. Zee and Adul was there too.. Azim jua.. it was all wet.. hehe yatah.. went home around 2ish pulang.. and i had to like took extra dose of the penahan sakit pills.. damn!
24- JEEHAH'S BIRTHDAY!!! Went to Muara beach for this BBQ thing with Achi's batchmates.. it was GREAT! honestly it was FUN.. gt to know them.. too bad Jee inda dapat datang.. and i took bnyk pictures... went home like around 6pm.. and total pictures taken di Beach atu... SIX HUNDRED AND SIXTY pictures altogether.
25- Cabin Crew Graduation Day.. was not there.. you know why.. and malamnya.. Pinah mau makan sushi.. went to excapade.. invited Jee and Kam along.. as usual Zai inda dapat.. haha and and made a surprise birthday cake for jee.. :) lapas atu ke Cheeze box.. sambung main BIG2.. tradition kan.. so yea.. haha and and ada orang main buyuk... hahaha buyuk!! and jeehah manang sudah last sekali and ya main buyuk eh salah.. ahhaha ya inda main buyuk hahaha.... kan jee....? haha
26- Went to ripas ward 6.. ada checkup.. eh malas ku kan talk about it.. im having fever.. and then ke pasar beli 4kilo ati buaya antar ketasek..

bah thats all for now.. *that'salldelling*

p/s : pictures... nanti tah..

Someone's Birthday!

A Happy Smashing Birthday to Jeehah Delling...
Many happy returns to you and may God bless you!

*that'sallandyea~*

Jeehah Delling~

Azie..

Azie again..

Azie's Friends..

Again..

Yea..

MOE

Jee and Achi

Achi... :)

Jee again..

Woke up at 930, needs to acco Achi to go to MOE kan report ya balik Brunei sudah.. ambil Jeehah and yea.. and then we went to Nyonya serusop branch for lunch and met Azie jua.. kalinya kan ada this super ms-very-good-in-selling-but-a-bit-annoying ada keraja sana yatah mcm omg rasanya.. its like this.. si jeehah ani wanted to order ice lemon tea.. tapinya this lady offered nya tia yg drg punya special tea ani.. banyak and panjang lah namanya.. and she fell for it.. hahah.. well achi jua ordered the same drink.. kalinya MAHAL! LIKE OMG MAHALNYA!

Same thing with the food.. we ordered kailan with bean curd tapinya yg datang ani.. sizzling beancurd with no kailan! like why??? belabih wah ya ah.. sudah ditanya eksen tia ya kan offer another dish apa.. and also... kami ordered this buttermilk prawn and mahal jua... and sikit yatah yea... BANNED sudah... hehehe

Then lapas atu kami antar jee balik then off to ripas antar urine sample lagi.. and jumpa this wardmate ku yg katil 5..

bah adios.. i need to finish this work dulu... needs to be done asap!


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lunch-out

p/s: and ohh them all are my doctors! hahaha

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lunch-out

L-R : Achi, Amy, Tat, Yus and Me

yes, we went out for a lunch.. di Capers pulang.. it was their plan. Kabur saja sedikit the picture.. taken with 50mm by the waiteress.. yatah.. haha

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our room's bathroom

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splash-ing

hahaha one of the few attempts to make "strobbing" picture... is it strobbing? antah.. mana mana.. Thanks to Sadah again.. for the lesson.. :)

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meet the family...

Cody

Hazel

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nine... last! ahha

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yea.. 8

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part seven.. ngalih ku

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part six

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part four

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part four..

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part twee(three) haha

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part two...

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Pictures from Nisfu Syaaban...

Taken di rumah Manggis.. Nisfu Syaaban terus tahlil and sembahyang berjemaah.. and baca yasin tiga kali.. yes! tiga kali... lama lagi tu ustad nya membaca like slow ani bah.. bukan pulang mengucapkan.. tapi yea.. and i cooked sweet creme corn soup jua.. hahaha well not really i cooked it fully, nenek prepared the things.. and im like yea.. masukkan saja the stuffs.. bah selamat menyambut nisfu syaaban...

NEW 450D - NEW 50MM - NEW SHADE! :)

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thursday is like the day...

isukkkkk :)
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:P

yea yea... i know i know.. updates? haha.. well yea.. yesterday, me and farkhan langsung inda makan nasi.. kami makan yg biasa biasa saja.. oh, had sambal mangga.. nyaman and padas.. bah bah.. selebihnya.. liat saja gmbar yea?




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Sushi-Date~

it was great dining with them both.. lama sudah inda jumpa especially si syazleen.. so yea.. oh oh Sadah made me think to buy this SLR omg!!!

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Sadah...

Thanks to Sadah for all the pictures taken during Nira's Gemerlapan Night yea.. haha.. TQ TQ TQ..


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and moreee... TQ SADAH

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moreeee...

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more...

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Nira's Nikah.. 080808

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:)

TAHNIAH TAHNIAH TAHNIAH TO THE NEWLY NIKAH COUPLE....

WALIY NG & NIRA

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empire

yea.. isuk slumber party.. ahahahahaha bah! bye!
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diet

lalalala im soooooooo gonna go on diet! haha
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*doing the whatever thing*

I am still sick.. and still in pain for sure.. i am not living my life as per normal.. it is hard for me to pee.. it is very painful and ohhh it is bloody. My tummy is painful. My pelvic areas is painful. And my anu is painful. It has been months now. I have missed all of my flights. I have missed my annual check. I have missed my course. I have missed my Airbus Door Training in Singapore. But i have to thank god too! because.. He gave me all the sickness when I am not alone all by myself.. Fortunately, Achi is back! He took care of me all the time. thanking him for being there for me. He slept at that bloody cold ward just to accompany and jaga me you know.. bah bye! hahaha

*that'sall*

pagi

oh hey salam kepada semua pembaca.. especially jee and kam.. yang rajin membaca.. hahaha nyeh~ nothing much... baru bangun.. and yea... bye and and oh, im thinking about this plan ahh kan sleepover arah empire beach resort.. resort? no way~ hahah yatah...

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sunday...

yea... sunday.. went to azreal's birthday bash di empire country club.. had high tea and bowling tournament.. i did not win pulang as expected.. bila jua si awang wae manang anything.. hahah tadi drg budi pun ada.. aneh mimi and adib.. and angah jua lah.. it was fun tadi.. i had a great time tadi.. sakit sakit pun main bowling.. tepaksa makan extra dose ubat penahan sakit.. mun inda abis! haha and then...

malam.. the dellings.. jee and kam bawa jalan.. it has been 'ages' pulang kami inda jalan together.. last time was before my third op.. haha.. yea.. we went to excapade for sushi.. excapade di gadong.. and seperti biasa.. jeehah kasian.. kena kacau uleh si awang wae.. (sorry jee delling if you are reading this.. well i know you are!)

ehh ngalih ehh menaip.. nanti tah lagi.. bye! hahaha

*that'sall*

p/s: nantitah upload pictures yea...

ward six bed 8..

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:)

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missing the good old days...

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13thday

okay it has been what? 13days now.. and its even coming to my second week warded here.. gosh! im still having the pain. ya allah.. ani makin teruk tah lagi... *that'salldelling*

HIDUP TIDAK BERMASYARAKAT!

GOD! IM LIKE TRYING TO GET MY ASS TO SLEEP NOW! AND IT IS TWELVE FUCKING MIDNIGHT!! AND TOMORROW IS LIKE WHAT?? A BIG DAY FOR ME!! I WILL BE HAVING 2 SURGERIES! BAYI BAYI BAYI! BUT HEY! I COULD NOT SLEEP! YOU KNOW WHY?? OHH BECAUSE THERE IS FUCKING ANNOYING NOISE PLAYING ON AIR! AND IT IS COMING FROM THE FUCKING BED RIGHT BEHIND ME! SUCH A MORON!! SUPER MORON! BIG TIME!

confirmed!

okay okay... scary-er now.. the anesthetist met me just now.. he did the screening on me.. he asked this and that.. and he said he will be doing the general anesthetic on me tomorrow morning.. and the surgical procedure will last about 2hours like that but it depends on how the thing goes.. lalala... and i will be on the 4th place isuk.. subahanallah!!!!

bah will update about it again later yea...
*that'salldellllllling*

melayu

eh? astah.. kenapa ya ah? in malay ah the blog ah.. haha

in pain..

god... i am back in ward six.. and it has been what? six days now? ugh! and and the pain is still there.. on my right lower abs.. at first they said it is an early appendicitis and needs to be removed but no! bukan appendics the dr cakap.. because.. clinically tested it is totally not appendicitis! but body symptom shows it is appendicitis.. antah eh! and then... this another doctor cakap it is some kind of cholic? aka gall stone.. cheh.. and and.. another doctor cakap it is maybe kidney.. pasal my urine test ada blood! nahhhh.. antah delling..

then there i went for an ultrasound yesterday.. this ultrasound dr cakap everything is totally NORMAL.. my kidney.. my pancreas.. my whatever.. smualah normal.. and he said.. ultrasound inda jua pulang perfect.. haha..

then ada tia this doctor called MrTan he said.. i will be going for this laporascopic (masukkan camera?) surgery and and appendectomy (removing my appendic) oh great!!! haha.. and he said.. they will make 3 holes on my tummy.. 1cm each apprx.. on the left middle and right of my abs. lalalala and and its going to be very very painful delling.. bagus! good job! haha so yea...

bah i got to go dulu lah.. achi went home sekajap.. he has this thing called damam .. kesian.. ani mama tah menjaga skajap.. bh see ya.. *that'salldellings*

updates

yea, lama gwe menghilang right... i know i know... banyak yang terjadi haha.. terutamanya dari segi kesehatan nya gwe.. hahaha.. well masa 17thJune ah.. i got warded arah ward 6.. 5hari 4malam.. haha for free.. di hotel ripas delling.. sakit bah parutku.. like gila.. sampai ani pun sakit masih ah.. bah eh nanti tah lagi update yea.. *that'sall*

hi

hi, bye..

F.A.T

HAHAHAHA NO NO... THATS NOT ME!! HAHAH NO NOT NOW NOT EVER! HAHA

YEA YEA.. IM FAT!!! DAMN!

i know!

haha! i know... lama inda update pun.. hahaha been very busy yo! since the day achi muleh ah.. bermacam macam yg di lakukan.. yatah.. well yg paling latest, aku kana offload.. atu saja.. bah ciao! *that'sall*

back

3 WORDS.. HE IS BACK! *that'sall*

OMG!

god! its like less than 2hours ni... im like what? so excited?! hahha cheh, i had such a deep nightmare last night.. lain wah my mimpi mcm entah.. yatah tebangun pulang like around 6am tadi.. then tidur balik lah sampai pukul 8.. like what??? 8?? awal jo/jua tu! ehhh bah will update lagi krg or maybe isuk or maybe nanti? haha u know why... *that'sall*

not sleeping well

ehh kenapa ya.. inda bisai tidur ah.. mcm ada ada saja ah.. kajap ngantok kajap inda like why??? ehhh pasal excited kali.. kadinya adrenaline rush kah apa.. yea.. achi just texted me.. ya di dxb intl airport sudah.. so yea.. another 8hours maybe? then mendarat tah kedia ke bumi brunei bumi bertuah.. bah il try to sleep lagi.. *that'sall*

tired + excited

im back in jerudung ni.. tadi went jalan one whole afternoon... i was supposed to bring kajah cigu mariam bejalan tadi tapi inda jadi.. since ada c apis so yea why not suruh ia saja kan.. and tadi i went to AzizLatif place di beribi.. i mean the workshop okay.. bukan rumah.. hahah yea.. i went to see the vw new beetle punya barang barang.. kalinya ada.. spoiler $650, chrome untuk interior and exterior.. 18inch ori beetle punya rims yg berharga $$$$$$3500 ribu ribu ribu HAHAHA mahallll but yea... worth it pulang.. yatah i met abg or adi si bob tu.. namanya c Jack.. ya keraja sana.. yatah.. ya lah ni yg offer the stuffs.. yatah he gave me good price plg... i mean complete smua spoiler, chrome, tayar and rims.. hahahaha like omg! 4k kali.. hahahaha yea...

and tadi jua aku telah buat dosa! i had my bug gt tinted yo!! hahaha mcm lapas kana pasang ahh mcm tkajut ku... mcm patang jua macam biasa jua.. its number 3 kali or 2? hahaha yatah biartia dulu eh.. alum plg i liat bnar2 lagi apa.. tapi hoping nada papa... haha urang lain kenapatah ok.. hehehe and tadi jua ada yg plate punya cover/border ah 30hengget yo.. yatah nanti tah mikir..

ohh ani jua.. achi ahh inda lagi lama sampai!!! hahahah siok ehhh rindu wah ! banar ku rindu yo... ive been lonely since the day he left me masa tu.. sudah pun pinah nada yatah.. now ya kan balik.. siokkkk.. ya balik means... kami jalan makan.. movie.. shopping(maybe) hahah and makan lagi and lawat2 people.. siokkkkk.. bah i will get back yea? *that'sall*

12 effin hours

achi and the others (si kam, si jai and si jeehah) drg di heathrow sudah.. yea.. menunggu rba check in counter buka.. 12jam yo drg menunggu.. ahaha then off to hometown.. bah gwe mandi dulu yea.. see you when i see you.. indakusabarehdrgbalikahlikebatahjua! *that'sall*

counting it!

bye!

achi.. (sorry yea if you don't like this photo)

left wing of the b767 ac huhu otw back to brunei..

achie is on his way to LONDON by now.. saying goodbye to BELFAST.. and and..
48 hours later.. kaboosh! he will be decending to BRUNEI! like omg! hahaha..
i so cant wait for the return of longlost soulmate and brother who actually took away all the
FUN and CRAZINESS away when he left for BELFAST last year..
awww it has been a year or so now.. nyeh~ bah im off to bed now.. see you isuk! *that'salldelling*

back...

hahaha there! 1105 dah mileage nya.. balum lagi bawa servicing.. nada masa bah..

thats my bug lapas becuci tadi.. hahaha

im back.. tadi jalan ke meradun ja jumpa kaka amy.. and nenek.. hehehe yknow.. this lately ah.. mcm balik balik sudah i went to meradun.. melawat nek adun.. heheeh i like! hehehe karang takut nada masa bah.. hehehe yea.. and i had my dinner jua sana.. and i gave ka amy my cd.. ehh i should have taken some pictures with drg nenek and ka amy tadi..

anyway.. tadi labat ujan like berabis lah labat nya.. banjir lagi tu arah kawasan jerudong ah.. nasib jua ok lah tadi.. and yg sedih nya tadi patang i got my beetle washed! hahah but yea.. biartia.. isuk lagi menyuci kerita di manggis.. bah cau cin cau... *that'sall*

Less than 48hours..

Yeeeha~~ inda lagi lama achi balik!!! i like!!!! *lumpat* ahahaha like less than 48 hours man.. and im like counting the hours.. so cant wait to have my little brother balik ani! im saving my money and tummy untuk bawa makan arah Aqil.. i wanna eat there.. wanna eat the deep fried cuttle pish.. hahaha bh be right back.. i need to go jalan also.. i need to go see cigu ajah ainun aka nenek adun.. hehe ciao! *that'alldellllllings*

semething

something is not right.. something is playing in my head..

tuesday selasa

i woke up awal around 9ish camatu.. pasalnya cigu ajah meriam yusuf also known as nenek manggis minta bawa bejalan, pasalnya c apis nada kerita.. primera beusai.. kerita tua atu th.. yea ke manggis aga nenek tadi.. bawa jln pkai xtrail.. yth mcm lain.. steeringnya licing.. rasa tinggi.. signal salah.. uhuhu kami ke arah datin soad dulu then arah c alam pastu ke pasar jahudung nyanta.. yth kalinya nenek ani bali ikan basar kn kalinya ya putung2 bh the ikan merancit darahnya arh ku.. arah bju putihku... sesak i terus.. pastu urg atu minta maaf lh.. haha then kmi muleh and datang blik migrain ku.. tetdur... pastu ptg i went to bndar ke alg nita ambil usin.. and ambil fathin and friends.. kalinyakn.. ada lah one of her friend ani.. cali.. masa otw kn sampai rumh nya tukar bju skulh tia.. haha kedapatan jua tu...
haha soooo school girl.. haha :P

and then jua tadi i went to rimba lawat bunda hjh martina then mkn kjap sana pastu nah here i am.. balik jerudong.. and ohhhhh mileage beetle ahhh 1000labih dah haha sekejap ah.. and its time to do servicing yth plan kn antar ke maju motor lah ni nanti.. usin lagi tu.. bh ok see you.. *that'sallnyanta*

modification..

woke up a bit late.. and tau tau panya achi belum bobo.. hahaha so chatting sama achi lah kajap tadi.. and then tadi turun bawa check kerita.. i think banar tah nya c fahmi (anak unlce m and aunty nisah) kalau inda mau kucing hinggap ke kerita tani, taruh sebutul air butul damit ah taruh atas kerita.. insyallah nada kucing meniang mcm orang hutan arah kerita tani.. tadi nada pulang kuliat tapak kaki kucing ah.. hahaha alhamdullillah..
yatah jua.. tadi macam i was thinking kn ubah few parts of the car.. kan bagi rear spoiler.. chrome here and there.. tinted arah rear window.. taruh sport rim size 18.. pasang spotlight.. hahaha atu usin lagi ni smua ani.. bila jua nda bguna duit.. or maybe jgnth dulu kali lah ah.. biartia dulu.. relax relax saja.. nanti berunding lagi sma achi? hahah ani tidur ya.. haha
plans for today... kan ambil duit arah people... di bibd.. rimba.. majumotors.. ahaha tapi mcm malas jua kan bjalan.. tapi selalunya mesti pulang ni bjalan.. oh yea.. atok jua suruh ambilkan polo shirt nya arah maju motor arah hj annuar ah.. and also plan kan bersih kan bilik jua.. since ada orang kan balik.. inda kan bejurit kan.. haha mintal karang ya.. and yg paling the most ni delling ah... BATUK SLESMA ANI ALUM LAGI BAIK!!! barutah ni.. kan 3 minggu dah ni.. yes yes.. mun nenek mendgr aku whining ani.. di balasinya ni.. ya batuk apa dulu btaun2 dah.. hahah ok fine.. u win! hahaha bh i gtg.. kn panyap bilik dulu.. see you.. *that'salldelling*

sunday night

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SUNDAY!!!

sunday... hari untuk bergumbira.. yea as i said before.. ada picnic kan.. yatah aku ke pantai serasa tadi.. akhir lagi bangun tu.. haha.. sesampainya saya di serasa tadi.. ada uncle m sekeluarga.. ada mama sekeluarga and ada uncle jul jua seorangnya.. it was hot pulang tapi panas lagi dubai lah.. :) so yea tadi aku makan ambuyat.. yes! ambuyat di pantai.. like of all the places.. aunty nisah bawa portable tambak ah.. yatah.. menyucur ya jua tadi.. cucur pisang hehe.. and lapas makan.. kami cerita2 lah seperti biasa.. mendgr cerita pasal orang.. gossips.. hahah and ohh i met yuma dan boyfriend nya jua.. and tadi jua i went to see tampat org yg jual binatang exotic ah.. ya ada jual ular ah.. hahaha basar and damit ularnya.. bejual lah.. and ada arnab jua.. consider exotic kah tu arnab ah? ohh maybe pasal bulunya panjang and kambang mcm cody? haha and ada tikus basar and tikut damit.. untuk makanan the ular atu kali.. and satu lagi.. yg telah terjadi... my rear licence plate ilang ani bah.. hahah mcm kerita baru tarus nada belesen!gugur kali.. inda tahan tape nya.. lapas atu kami abis picnic around 4pm lah catu.. then aku tarus ke tampat kadai barang2 kerita di delima.. membuat plate.. 16bnd harganya and ya offer jua pasang tinted.. hahaha well il think about it.. and oh i bought autoglym jua.. shampoo kerita.. mahal delling~ hahah and tadi balik ke manggis cuci kerita.. lapas atu.. ke this kadai lupa gwe namanya.. bali penggantungan baju.. and now.. im home! naleh.. and and drg babah balik sudah.. bah ok lah bnyk dah cakp ni mcm bhapa.. bah see ya.. *that'sall*

atok's beetle.. swapping?

i went to visit nenek and atok tadi di manggis.. and well atok is still asking me regarding the beetle thingy.. he wants to swap his gecko green beetle with my hot black beetle.. hahaha his reasons are.. his is greeen and suits me.. and on top of that its BR669 which is my actual number ya ambil masa ya beli the beetle awal awal.. hahaha and he wants my beetle pasal its black and ngam arah nya.. hehehe astaga jua tu.. its not that i dont like his beetle but.. entah ah.. i want to accustom(luruskah spellingnya?) haha myself to my beetle dulu.. then when i gt bored sudah.. barutah tukar.. amacam? hahaha.. isuk at 10pagi.. ada picnic with drg family aunty nisah serta keluarga yg berada di kg mentiri.. picnic di pantai serasa.. eshh.. abis tah jua battery camera ani.. paksatah pakai camera phone saja..

tadi masa balik rumah jerudong ah.. nada beurang.. sunyi banget.. pasalnya.. angah nada ya jalan.. and drg babah anti and the kids sedang bercuti di kota kinabalu.. siok.. isuk baru drg balik ni.. heheh yatah gwe kirim lekor? hahahaha baik pulang burger king ni.. tapi takut karang drg payah mencari.. im actually craving for the oceanscatch ahh.. sedap dan lezat.. ohh anu jua.. tadi kan masa gwe kan jalan ah.. apanah?? i saw tapak kaki kucing!!!!! ishhhh brengsek tah banar! for sure bukan cody ming ming punya kaki and not beckham and si hazel jua.. pasal drg mana pandai ni tenaik2 kerita ani.. mesti kucing liar yg lain ani ni.. nanti gwe putung kuku drg aka declaw baru drg tau.. hahaha mesti c berry kali ni.. hahahahah biased! ahahah so i guess i need to cover the car lah ni.. sayang jua.. esh.. bah i think bnyk dah gwe cakap ni.. i need to get back to my msn ni.. see ya... *that'sall*

update lagi

oh oh.. lupa masukkan.. masa tu i went to do JEDDAH flight kan the 5days pattern kalinya.. i went UMRAH!!! hahaha yes yes.. i managed to perform Umrah.. tapi yg short jer.. i mean buat yg wajib saja.. like tawaf, sae begunting and tawaf lagi sekali.. hehehe bnyk happened masa disana.. that trip yg buat umrah.. me, cso shamsul, kafizah, kasariana and dena yg bru gwe tau yang kami ani related.. hehe org tasek meradun.. hehehe.. yatah kami umrah kan.. Panas ah.. tapinya biartia.. dugaan.. hahaha.. and satu lagi dugaan.. my cincin wapak yg amas swasa ahh yatah gugur dlm floor toilet ah.. masa kan makai ihram.. esh.. sad plg but yea... hehe and and effect lapas buat jeddah atu.. damam.. batuk batuk and selsema.. and yg worst nya.. sampai ni.. pdahal macam 2wks ago dah.. yatah now i dont have my deria rasa and bau.. hahaha kesian wae! haha manakan tah jua.. lapas buat jeddah flight atu smbung tah lagi buat DXBLHR sakit2 pun keraja jua masih.. terpaksa.. bguna duit delling... yatah atu ya.. msa during decending kan landing ke BWN ah... my ears ani mcm kana cucuk ahh i cudnt hear a thing... mcm tuli ani bah.. very the dangerous jau tu.. nahhhh smpai ani tah pulang msih ada the effect bah ok see ya~ nanti gwe upload gambar masa di mekkah ah..
bah *that'sall*

BACK WITH SOMETHING NEW...

Lalala... im back... atu lama jua inda gwe masuk sini... hahaha kajap minat kajap inda.. hahah inda tetap pendirianku~ hahah.. well saja kan gtau finally... after berbulan bulan lamanya gwe menunggu dgn adanya kereta beetle gwe.. NAH! akhirnya... dapat jua.. aprovd jua HirePurchase gwe di HSBC.. with 5percent interest.. ok jua tu compare arah Baiduri 6 percent.. gwe jimat 3k lah catu.. haha yatah ada org marah arah Maju Motor ah.. sampai di message nya gwe ckp i have wasted his loads and time.. LIKE DaaaaH!!! Ya yang batah and banyak karenah~ sgalanya tah kan payah payahan.. hahahaha so i went to Wandy org Maju Motor.. hahaha rezekinya tah sudah... and and.. siok ahh.. mcm 1day sja processing ah.. pastu keluar tia sudah the car on the road.. with the registration number KP2978.. gwe tender.. heheh 125bnd jer.. KP2978 sama mcm lesen drg family achie.. babahnya 9978, angah 9988 dan sebagainya... hehehehe

oh updates? achie nda lagi lama balik.. like OMG!!! ya balik inda lagi lama.. like a week kah lagi... siok jua ni... cant waittttttt~ and then pinah lagi jua kan balik august.. nah.. bisai.. pastu kami jalan jalan.. hehehe and makan luar everynight.. makan sushi ofcourse delling... and makan arah tph.. arah aqil.. nah siok.. hahaha batah ehhhh... and yg boring nya.. i wanted to be in achie's flight back to BWN tapinya ni tkana leave ahh inda jua dpt keraja.. kan request kali.. i dont think so.. since bnyk EY crew ah... inda papa lah.. vivi ada dlm flight atu.. at least.. she can layan achi bah.. she is nice.. hahaha

eh.. i feel lame kadang2.. mcm org lain blog drg lawa and mostly in english.. nah gwe.. bhasa kapok.. hahahaha~ eh btw.. gwe leave bah ni.. bukan pulang forced leave.. i applied bah ni before.. masa before i gt my forced leave yg masa march.. eshh biartia ehh.. antam saja tia..

gwe mau keraja arah office.. keraja arah bank kah.. like HSBC kah.. Baiduri kah.. BIBD? hahaha pikir dulu.. hahaha gwe mau gaji besar.. i mean besar dari yg i earn masa ni kah.. at least..

bh gwe udah dulu ya! mau mandi ni gwe.. *that'sall*

lamaaa....

hahaa atu ya lama gwe ngak log-in .. canatah jua been away and busy tekanya... dxblhr back to back nada bah masa ah... bah nanti gwe upload lagi haha.. oh yea pinah udah pergi ke gading pelajaran.. good luck delling~

lazy sunday.. again..

woke up ahir again.. ahahaha.. i dont know.. jetlag kali masih.. like DAAAA~ au lahhh masih lah.. o yea.. tadi strc called me gtau my reporting for dubai tomrw pukul 6.15patang like what??!!! awal jua! gila kali~ hahahah and then tarus ku tnya lah sapa ada my batch mate.. kalinya ajiz.. ohh ok lah.. tapi if ummu or mia or vv lagi great tu! ahhahaha

and also ajis called me jua tadi gtau lah yg ia with me isuk... and he said ada ratna and hairy galley.. ok ok... hahahaha tmi!

oh yea.. aku tesliyur pizza wahhh i want!! bah bah bye.... *thatsall*

low spect beetle 1.6cc LED KALER..

from that red

to this.. or

to this colour? haha

yea~ i went tadi liat the red beetle... ummm ok pulang tapi exterior nya mcm inda ok.. tapi dpt di usahakan pulang.. well if tah sekiranya gwe jadi ambil the car.. ill change the wheels of course~ pakai babah punya sport rim 17inch alloy.. since babah bago free.. so y not? and then entah.. polish lah kali... pastu kalau ada usin lagi labih... repaint... jadikan warna cream? or beige? macam wrna keleta xtrail atok~ cana? hehe.. nanti lah mikir...

and yea.. c apis.. one of the family member gwe passed udah dapat lesen.. by tuesday abru ada the license.. cheh.. and he will be taking over my primera yo! ATUPUN atas syarat2 tertentu... banyak rules and regulations nya.. been driving the car since lama sudah... 3yrs? or entah.. yatah... lagi pun tua pulang sudah the primera... like tua banar...mun kanak2 basar dah ya beic.. begelpren dah ..

so yea.. masa ni masih lagi pikir2 lah.. tunggu cemana.. i will try to 'test-drive' dulu cana usulnya apa..., then if ok...then ill take it then.. tutup mata saja... untuk 7 taun bayar the car..
so nanti udah aci balik.. ill just ask him to drive lah the car... when im away nanti..

and yea.. tadi went ambil my roster... GILA... panuh aniwah... i have dxblhr, long brisbane, long auckland (my auckland was september?), and yea long sydney again and again... naleh ku sudah... and i have perth and kk jua..

bah bah banyak dah cakapin gwe disini, mcm tah ada urg baca jua... hahah sad... keraysi!~ *thatsall*

J TO DA E TO DA T L E G ~

apani... i am having a jetlag.. mata masih mata uk.. my internal clock is messed up.. currently my sleeping time is around 6-7am in the morning.. and bangun at around 6pm patang.. gila jua tu.. sampai bila tah ni?? god.. payah eh... nasib jua ada aci yg dpt nemanin gwe cerita2 with me arah MSN.. mun nda.. bhapa tah tu??

and yea... atok tadi telipun gtau ada kawannya jual beetle warna merah~ like omg! merah?? why merah? kenapa inda hitam? or white? 341 permonth for 5 years kali.. baru 2 taun.. entah laa... i have this thing with secondhand car.. especially tah lagi european continental car ani... hahaha but yea manasajalah... ill see cana.. ill talk with aci dlu about this car thing.. then apa apa.. ill update lagi.. haha... tapi tadi gwe planned plg sudah if bnar i take the red car.. kan ku antar arah buding.. kn repaint warna creammmmm.... bah bye.. *thatsall*

shoulder to cry on

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h i l a n g l o s t

ehh cana kan upload when i could not find the connector untuk transfer from camera to laptop.. the mmc connector inda baik.. the wayar inda tecari.. atu payah ni kan mentransfer gambar.. its not that the most gmbr gmbr atu kn di upload but yea hahaha bah gwe mencari dulu lah..

*mcm sad jua rasanya ahh buat blog ani.. mcm nada hidup..*

park near M&S lisburn road..

boredom

gwe baru bangun ni~ mata ani masih lagi mata belfast time.. and yang calinya.. pedahal ive been sleeping throughout the flight tadi from LHR sampai DXB and then sambung lagi back to BWN.. it was like 16hours sleep jua tu.. buruk mata! kan sudah bangun dari tidur and knowing that im actually back in my hometown and no more achi, no more kam and teman serumah, no more sajuk, no more smua yg ada di belfast.. made me sad~~ pasalnya boring ahh.. not that i dont like to back in Brunei mcm some people yg sombong bru 3 hari di dunia luar dari brunei sudah tia CULTURE shocked when balik ke brunei hahaha.. sana siok ah... siok lah... sini manakan inda brapa siok when knowing the fact that i will be alone lagi.. nada aci.. yatah.. sana ada aci.. hehhe

ehhh about this blogging thingy mcm addictive and yet memboringkan jua.. mcm2 pulang kn di post apa.. tapi udah kan di post mcm malas tah jua.. bah ok lah brb.. kn meng upload pictures dulu.. ke "libtup" see ya.. *that'sall*

packing

day before balik ke london... bejurit like OMG!

journal...

sebenarnya banyak pulang ni kan di post dlm blog ani.. like banyak lah.. pictures jua bnyak.. tapi inda ada masa kan post ahh been very busy with aci and friends.. yatah.. nanti lah or soon ill post them.. all the pictures and things we did.. bah adios amigos... *that'sall"

home

aww... im home... boring~ inda siok! pasal nada achi! *sigh*

lazy sunday morning

woke up a bit earlier than yesterday.. feeling so lazy.. thinking of going out to Abbey Center but hey! i am having a limited dosh baby~ so yea indatah jadi tu.. kan untuk di london lagi.. so yea.. not unless my credit limit kana naikkan lagi jadi 8k *not*

haha bh bh sampai disini dulu.. *that's all*

Brunei to Belfast

BOORing,booring borring..BUT its gonna be like REALLY FUN!!! Slept like most of the time, well except when its time to eat and of course when i umm.. yea~ ..owh yea.. this picture is the only pic i have as a souvenir of the WHOLE flight..!believe it or not..i know i know..thats soo not me.. *laughing deliciously.?*&^* just felt like taking it..